Maybe He is the Only Person…

Hey girl hey!

So I have decided that Thursdays will be dedicated to sharing my 1 year journey of growing intimate with God. That sounds better than no dating right? Lol

These past few weeks I have been working hard on some purpose projects that will be launching soon! I knew if I did not want to be looking at the calendar counting each day like I was locked up I had to get busy. So I have been BUSY!

Well this week the enemy ALL the way tried it!

A few years ago your girl was engaged. Yes, somebody got down on one knee and asked me to marry them. Unfortunately the relationship did not work, but I gained so much from the situation. Honestly God used that relationship to draw me closer to Him.

On Monday I went to pick up my daughter from my mom’s house. My mom still talks to my ex(that’s a different story for a different day lol) and they were talking. I have no problem with it but I can hear him saying that he gets married next month. I already knew he was getting married thanks to social media and mutual friends but I didn’t know exactly when or if it happened already. In that moment the enemy does what he does best, and threw his first seed of negative thoughts. “ You know you care that he is getting married even though you say you don’t.” “What if he is the only person who wants to marry you?” “Girl, you could have been living the life in L.A. right now”

Y’all the enemy almost tripped me up in that moment. I started thinking “that could have been me” for like 2 seconds.

I had to stir myself up in that moment and know that what God has for me will never miss me!

I know I made the right decision in 2016 to end that relationship, no matter what the enemy was trying to throw my way.

It’s so important that as God takes us through different seasons we stay at His feet. Find different core scriptures that will help you when the enemy or your own self doubt kicks in. Know we serve an intentional God and he uses EVERYTHING for our good. Even though my relationship didn’t end up the way either of us thought it would, I know the lessons learned will help make me a better girlfriend and wife one day.

I would love to hear your favorite core scriptures that are helping you through your current season of life. Drop them in the comments below!

4 thoughts on “Maybe He is the Only Person…

  1. Girl you are spot on and inspiring Alex!! I’m so glad we connected last year. My two favorite scriptures that speak to my season are currently Proverbs 3:5 and my old faithful, Romans 8:28!! Keep pushing Alex!

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